Apr 29, 2012

Inner War

Sometimes, I struggle, I always have, and still do, with the idea of being a stay at home mom or even a mom for that matter .  Some mom's have to work, which makes sense, some choose too, and some stay home.  I've finally gotten a job position that I really like and was made for in a sense.  Which of course, happens about the same time I get pregnant.   It's just funny how life works out sometimes.  I came across this article  today on Yahoo!   This woman looses here job due to the economy and starts staying home with her kids and realizing how life fulfilling it is.

Recently, I decided along with Derek, that I really would be a stay at home mom and be very happy with it.  I have tell myself everyday out loud and to the little babe as well, that I will take good care of her.  (I think it's a her.) Maybe that's partly why it took so long for her to get here...she was probably worried because I have had this inner war all my life.  So here's to you baby, I will try my very best to be a good mama.

Written when I was around 11 weeks?


  1. Love it, you'll be an amazing mama! Congratulations!

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